Your story is yours, theirs is theirs.
When the innocent child, believes her mother's love story will also be hers someday. She kept on asking and begging God to have it the same. All her life, she admires her mother so much for being such a good and strong woman. Her mother is so simple and decent. All she ever wanted is to be like her mother someday. Her mother is so soft yet sweet and delicate so demure but she's also a strong tiger.
She could shout at her when she's mad and insulted yet she can cry and let her heart be broken into pieces. As that little girl grown up through the years her mother is always an inspiration to her. Her mother keeps on challenging her and pushes her more. Her mother will never hesitate to open up to her about the possible advantages and disadvantages of something she might get into.
She has a very kind-hearted mother yet, she is such a very imperfect daughter. She sometimes goes another way that her mother teaches her to do. She always remembers all those important things her mother advises her but there are times she will follow her way. That's why she always got a reprimand. She's so stubborn yes, she is. She even chooses her circle of friends she thinks suited her but her parents always have something to say. Her parents love her so much their over protectiveness sometimes makes her feels like being strangled. As days go by, she slowly understands everything. As she's becoming into a young adult she experienced this kind of freedom. She started to hide some things including her own chosen man. It can be such a burdensome decision for her, but for her it's the riskiest part she'd ever done.
They say when you love you need to take a risk. So, in the name of love, she did.Even if, in the end, the consequence could be such a defeat on her part but she didn't show any doubt and any amount of fear when she was definitely in,in that kind of relationship. She chooses that man because of his enormous courage. She can feel the sincerity but little did she know she was only looking at the pinch of that's man life.They were in a relationship but she can't imagine how miserable the life of her man is. When all she ever wanted is to love that man at the best she could but there's always a hindrance every chapter of their love story it's getting tougher. She needs to give tough love to her damaged man who extremely needs a wholesome fix.
She knew she can't fix him.All she can do is to understand that her man, can fix himself. He doesn't need a woman like her for she's so soft and fragile and too merciful towards him. She slowly gets tired but she knew she doesn't want to give up for them. She has this tiny voice within her saying:
"I won't give up on us but if you do, I will let you go. You deserve to be free. Let me lessen your affliction by parting away from you if this will make you happy then let it be."
That man is purely courageous when he also choose to let her go when the woman knows he needs her at this point of his life but the man didn't hesitate to let her go.
This woman who adores her mother so much expects to have the same story as to how it goes to her mother but she disappointed herself by believing such a fantasy.
Before she will flip, another chapter of her story let her express this to her former man:
"May you find your true purpose, for you are a good man who deserves tremendous love from God if not given from the people around you. May you keep walking in the spirit of God and someday you will receive all your answered prayers, just make sure at that time you won't let it slip your hand and even in your heart the same way you made me feel it before. The feeling of you will never let go of me, but................. you did."
Our stories are indeed different from each other. We will never have the same life stories but we can have the same ending, hoping it will be always happily ever after but even in the end we can still mess up. Just keep on believing there's always good of everything.If it's not yet alright, it's not yet the end. Your story is not yet finished, so keep going something better is waiting for you ahead of you. Go for it!!!!
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